Goodbye, summer!

Another summer passed. Hot, messy, short and sometimes annoying summer. I remember when I was little and the summer holidays seemed never to come to an end. And when they did, I was already excited about going back to school. Things changed, time gets crueler and crueler as you grow up, for some reason.

I remember the summers when I was still at uni. Going to bed at 6 am and not waking up before 2pm, talking to wonderful people and not worrying about a thing. Certainly had their charm, I would go back to that anytime.

This summer is the first one I’m experiencing since I’ve got a job. I didn’t really enjoy it, going to work in the summer should be frowned upon. Also, first summer in many years that I didn’t get the chance to see the seaside. It feels odd.

My past 3 summers always ended in tears. Autumn equaled departure. His departure, again and again. I never looked forward to autumn all this time.

Now, there’s no departure. But the routine I’ve been stuck with for these past few months is annoying. I want to believe this autumn will come with change, good change.  

Until then, goodbye summer! I will miss you and your 45C!