Miss. I miss

I miss passing an exam at uni. Ok, there’s a lot of stress and anxiety and you’re nervous and you think you’ll fail and whatnot, but the sensation before, during and especially after an exam and is quite unique and I miss that.

I miss my uni friends, the time we spent together, the laughter, the  emoness, the “hanging out after classes”, the “going out in weekends” and so on. They were great people and, even though we still speak or meet occasionally, I have to get used to the fact that things changed and they won’t be the same ever again.

I miss having time for myself, for my little guilty pleasures, I miss being able to stay up all night, going to bed at sunrise and talking to different wonderful people that I will probably never meet in real life, waking up at 3 pm and just being lazy around, knowing I can do anything because I have no restrictions.

I miss my sister. It’s been a while since she moved out but things seem to have changed, I guess it’s always hard to deal with that.

I miss playing WoW like I used to, talking to my friends, spending my time watching a new TV series or attempting to find a new hobby, I miss having the time to do a LOTR marathon without worrying that I have to wake up early.

I miss going shopping on my own or just out to discover new places; I miss feeling appreciated and loved, I miss Alex, I miss having the perfect summer with him, planning our holiday, traveling together and just forget about everything else.

I miss my old self.

-L.